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Soul lost in transition between different lifestyles
Confusedboi
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likes cars, games, movies, music, chilling with friends
hates doing work, realities of life as you get older

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    20062006
    Tuesday, June 20, 2006
    im not the biggest fan of football

    but watching world cup matches still is exciting

    today i got a weird sms msg from mindef

    will have to clarify it when i get back to camp next week

    and so my civillian life continues at least for the next couple of days

    i eagerly await the next time i can savour a macdonalds meal
    when my throat and nose return to normal
    which should be soon

    just a useless fact
    today is 20062006
    overheard the news
    lots of couples tying the knot
    on this special day

    i still havent collected my A level cert
    wonder when is the deadline for collection


    10:08:00 PM



    Saturday, June 17, 2006
    this feeling is downright depressing

    posted to 30 SCE

    as a combat engineer

    from what i read online

    not a pretty place to be in

    to make things worse
    ive contracted dengue fever
    but luckily the fever has subsided

    still im on mc till next sunday
    which means i wont report to my new unit till 26 june

    which brings up another problem
    been trying to call up bmtc2 ops room but no one is answering
    the instructions given in the posting order
    is so darn vague

    i feel a surge of frustration
    its like im not sure what the hell im supposed to do

    i hate this feeling

    and i hate my rotten luck which plagues me recently

    just yest i was watching a vcd then when i took out the cd
    the cd holder refused to close
    so i press the open/close button nothing happens
    now the vcd player appears to have malfuctioned
    due to my magical touch perhaps

    i dont give a two hoots animore lah
    just screw this post


    12:43:00 PM


    Free and easy but down with the cold
    Wednesday, June 14, 2006
    so its the middle of my block leave

    and im relaxing and living the good o'll civilian lifestyle again

    feels good man



    thinking back

    i wonder why recruits must march everywhere in tekong

    luckily at ur own company line no need


    lets c sat nite met up with my buddy joel
    ate the ever so tasty ayam pagang
    doesnt matter how mani times u eat it
    it still rox
    then caught the movie Cars
    nice cartoon film
    anione can watch this and enjoy


    aniwaes have been eating out quite often
    playing arcade as usual...
    but i think that has taken its toll on my health
    drains my mental energy
    no kidding man

    as of tuesday
    there were signs that my health aint so good
    alas today the truth is revealed
    i cant taste food properly
    my nose is sometimes clogged
    my throat has flame dying to come out
    ugh

    spent today sleeping away , after seeing the doc in the morning and having lunch outside
    went back home
    and slept
    wake up
    read comics
    sleep

    dinner

    btw just started reading this comic series
    "roes hip zero"
    its intriguing..
    14 year old jap babe whose a killing machine working for this terrorist organisation Alice
    but decides to defect and join the cops
    shes paired up to this tough cop who wields a smoking desert eagle and aint afraid to use it
    jap manga never fails to provide u with intrigue and excitement


    on monday met up with some of my section mates together with desmond and one of jk's friends from mohawk
    watched the movie "shes the man"
    its a nice film
    good for laughs
    seriously if u want some comedy go catch it
    shows girl power and attitude

    im tempted to buy some anime dvds i saw
    but the exorbitant price sent shivers down my wallet which is soaked with sweat
    100 bucks for a dvd set
    well.......no thanks for now

    on friday i get my posting...
    this feeling of uncertainty......
    well i just hope for the best


    10:22:00 PM


    POP and beyond
    Friday, June 09, 2006
    and so im sitting here in the comfort of my home blogging

    yes BMT is officially over as of 060606

    what a date

    the feeling of euphoria on the parade square at around 1700 when we tossed our jockey caps

    lots of memories

    route marches
    SOC
    live firing
    grenade
    arty arty !!
    development sessions or so they claim
    ninja nite


    both good and bad

    what my sergeants and officers said are so true......
    seems like only a few days ago i enlisted

    now theres just uncertainty

    who noes where i'll be posted to

    definitely not command skool

    for now i just wanna enjoy my block leave

    .......

    however what my pc told me bugs me
    i cant help feel that its true
    am i still holding back
    refusing to open up to others
    even after all THESE MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!

    i've been hearing different advice from diff people

    i just wish i could adapt myself better to suit different situations

    " the world is cruel and man are selfish"
    " you think, i thought, who confirm"
    " help help the wall is falling"

    just some random quotes

    btw
    today i felt damn cheesed off
    cos i didnt clarify bout this concession thingy u can purchase at mrt stations
    i thought i would last for a year
    but the 111 bucks i forked out for a hyprid pass last me only a month...

    if only i opened my mouth to ask first

    WHAt a waste of my money

    see another reason why u shouldnt assume

    i said it before and i'll say it again

    dun assume
    it only makes an ass out of u and me

    ps im amazed my section mates can eat so much
    lolz either my stomachs shrinking or i have a small apetite
    didnt expect to run into platoon sergeant on wednesday with his gf
    hehehe

    signing off former N2307


    10:47:00 PM